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Coldwar Junior

by Oskar Hornbeck

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1.
Some stones are better off left unturned Into the finders, a message is burned A frightened scream, some nervous glances A broken body amongst the dancers A shard of light brings illumination A price to pay for their desecration A certain signal, a sign of doom A sudden shatter in his private room And I said hey What's going on? And I said hey There was no response. They found the secrets and the treasure they crave Now all the diggers have a brand new grave Another shatter in another mansion Another mind that has been held to ransom A certain signal, a sign of doom A sudden shatter in his private room The game has ended, the race has run And one more prisoner's been claimed by the sun And I said hey What's going on? And I said hey But there was no response. And I said hey What's going on? And I said hey To the prisoners of the sun
2.
I write a thousand words I write another age I pour my heart and soul Prefer an empty page And the page is torn, and the words are lost Some song I used to play No language in our lungs The words that touch my heart They barely reach my tongue And the page is torn, and the words are lost I'm not a poet I'm not a poet It seems that what I think I simply can't describe I try to find my words Before they catch my mind And the page is torn, and the words are lost Sometimes I think it's fine And then I hear the sound I had a song like that I think I burned it down And the page is torn, and the words are lost I'm not a poet I'm not a poet And every time I try Think up another song The lines they sound so nice But all the words are wrong And the page is torn, and the words are lost And in the dead of night I write a frantic scrawl I hope when I wake up I don't despise it all And the page is torn, and the words are lost I'm not a poet I think I've made it clear I'm not a poet
3.
It looks to me like I am losing control It seems this brave new world has come to swallow my soul What's going on now, I'm not really sure But I think my brain would like me to be more insecure There's so much happening, I've got nothing to do Well it looks like everyone's got something happening too Don't wanna bother you, I don't wanna shout But I think I better tell you that I'm freaking out I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (I can't explain what's going on) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (Something is happening and it's happening wrong) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (My body's stable but my mind has gone) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again... I've stayed in my room now for several days Now all my productivity is gone in a haze It breeds an attitude I certainly hate And it serves a contribution to my physical state I'm out in public now, got nowhere to hide I am regretting even going outside Now I can't hear what they're all talking about But I've come to the conclusion that I'm freaking out I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (I can't explain what's going on) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (Something is happening and it's happening wrong) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (My body's stable but my mind has gone) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again... (I'm freaking out again...) (I'm freaking out again...) I can't explain what's going on Something is happening and it's happening wrong Trying to talk but the words are too long I can't- I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again In other words: I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (I can't explain what's going on) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (Something is happening and it's happening wrong) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again (My body's stable but my mind has gone) I'm freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out again...
4.
Didn't get to sleep last night Had a lot on my mind Didn't get to sleep last night Had a lot on my mind Been thinking 'bout a lot of things That I couldn't get out of my head Didn't get to sleep last night Stayed wide awake in my bed And I don't know why I don't know why I didn't get to sleep last night And I don't know why...
5.
Stalin 05:02
(Stalin, Stalin, Stalin, Stalin) He was incited It didn't take him long If I stay quiet Maybe he'll like this song With his position Gained party sympathies His competition Icepick lobotomies He wrote the minutes and he wrote the papers too You'd better hope his paper trail don't lead on back to you He rules in proper Be careful what you say His photoshopper He'll have a full workday The crowds would cheer Like superman was real They'd learn to fear The other man of steel He stayed the undisputed ruler of the land Entire Union lived to die at his command And as he lay there dying in his piss-soaked pen He only wished that he could do it all again
6.
It's Cold! 03:39
I'm stuck in my room with nowhere to go All of my windows are covered in snow Heard there's a party, but I don't know where It doesn't matter cause I'm stuck to my chair Got nowhere to go Got nowhere to go The world's covered in snow I think it's growing cold It's cold! Went to the kitchen to clear my head My fridge is empty and so is my bed Dinner's a coffee cup of frozen peas No way to cook at minus fifty degrees Got nowhere to go Got nowhere to go The world's covered in snow I think it's growing cold It's cold!
7.
You welcome me into your house I see a face staring back He welcomes you into his arms I need a love like that I need a love like Zoloft It's all to plain to see I need a love like Zoloft I need a love To make me love me Two lovers entwined, pass me by And I just wanna cheer them on I bear them no resentment for this life of mine It's not their fault my love is gone But as I see their smiling faces I feel my heart going flat I only wish I could take their place cause I need a love like that
8.
Well I don't want just a girl to fool around with And I don't want just a girl to ball All I want is a girl who I care about, or I Want nothing at all Nothing at all, alright Well, I won't pretend I like a girl if I really don't Or act like she's great if she makes me feel appalled All I want is a girl who I care about, or I Want nothing at all Nothing at all, HUH Well, I don't want no cocaine sniffing triumph in a bar I don't wanna triumph in a car I don't wanna make a rich girl crawl All I want is a girl who I care about, or I Want nothing at all Alright, now listen to this: Now picture this: I'm walking with my girlfriend 28 misguided souls combined say: "we're moving in" There's a certain kind of girl that you care about so much, you say "Well I don't care what in the hell you wanna do to me but her, DON'T TOUCH!" Because Well I don't want just a girl to fool around with No I don't want just a girl to ball All I want is a girl who I care about, or I Want nothing at all Well I don't want just a girl to fool around with And I don't want just a girl to ball All I want is a girl who I care about, or I Want nothing at all Nothing at all
9.
Been A While 03:02
I don't know if you've nnoticed but I I haven't been around I'd like to get to know you but I I'm not sure what I found If I tried to talk to you, well Would you walk away? I don't think I could take that so I I'll wait for you to say It's been a while (been a while) And I'm still waiting (been a while) And if you were to talk to me, well I'd c-c-c-c-come right over I'd rather sail through the seven seas than Than be dumped in a wave, so I I'd rather wait a lifetime for you to Ditch me from the grave I'd rather sit and be ignored than to Stand up and be turned down, so well You'd better talk to me if You wanna see me around It's been a while (been a while) And I'm still waiting (been a while) And if you were to talk to me, well I mean, um, mnmnmnnmrefnefnegenis (solo) Well I've been waiting so long and it feels so wrong So I think I better tell you what's going on It's been a while (been a while) And I'm still waiting (been a while) And if you were to talk to me, well I mean, yeah, go right ahead (been a while) And I'm still waiting (been a while) And if you were to talk to me, well I mean well ultimately it's up to you so y'know, get on that
10.
Gulag Blues 03:56
I was born in the Ukraine I was doing my time They did me in just for treason Cause I committed no crime They shipped me off to the Urals Upon some desolate peak Ten thousand pounds worth of stone per month for Two pounds of flour a week I'm in the gulag! I got the Gulag Blues We wake at dawn every morning Just breaking rocks til we're dead Just breaking rocks for our comrades Just breaking rocks for the Reds Ain't seen no shipment of rations I won't be eating tonight I should have got into politics so They'd have just shot me on sight I'm in the gulag! I got the Gulag Blues Too weak to think of the future Too weak to feel distraught Hey is that Stalin Junior? More justice here than I thought Well all my muscles are aching And my whole body's in pain I only hope in my next life I'm not reborn in Ukraine I'm in the gulag! I got the Gulag Blues I'm in the gulag!
11.
I'm running round on my tiptoes Tryna get out of this place So many primitive details They try to shove in my face I'm gonna run 'cross the road now No time to wait for the light I'm sprinting straight into traffic Just to get out of their sight No time to stand at the crossroads No time for nothing at all I'm back to loading the bases I'm back to whacking the ball Well now I wake up at 8 every morning But still I don't get around Well, life may be moving on but Life sure ain't slowing down... or is it? Life is slowing down Life is moving on I don't know why but somebody Has barricaded my door And somehow all of your money Has dropped itself on my floor If time would start moving backwards I'd change a lot of the past But it won't even stop now baby Cause life is moving too fast... or is it? Life is slowing down Life is moving on...

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My shameless debut album, featuring intentional soviet themes, less intentional new wave kitsch, and fully unintentional ineptness! If you're into 80s alternative you're probably gonna have an alright time.

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released December 15, 2019

All songs arranged and 'produced' by Oskar Hornbeck (explains a lot eh)

"Someone I Care About" written by Jonathan Richman and originally performed by the Modern Lovers.

All other tracks written by Oskar Hornbeck.

Album cover created by the exceptionally talented JanBoruta, find him here: www.artstation.com/janboruta

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